"MiNd"

It’s my turn to shine. Dear, I wil look forward n woun’t cling to the past. Past is past. That is nothing can do ady. Just let it b my memories. the only pity thing is I’m not mature enough at all the time in the past. Now, I got the mentality ady, guys are not everything. I am my priority. I wil take the lesson n build a new life out of the failure. Attention: I’m not what I was. It was not who I am now. be more rational, tough, optimism, to have gratitude for sorrowful, miserable + ppl who make me suffer, n dump my bad temper to a very very far place until he may not able to find me where m i…>__< that’s all what I want to be. Stop cried n whined like a baby for whatever bad things in my life n try to smile on it. If I really wanna to cry I wouldn’t let someone to see my ugly crying face, I wil hide in the corner which is nobody there. As I hate the one I was in the past, but I love her also. Because of her, I may know how worse am I, how stupid am I, what I should do and what shouldn’t I do. Because of her, I realize a lot of truth in the life that is totally different with my thinking and now, is the time for me to say bye bye with her. I woun’t forget all the things that she did, keep it in my mind as I wil always remind myself don’t make the same fault with her. Meanwhile, I had fall in love to her stupid n worse. mayb I’m stil not as strong n as good as u guys expect. But I really am trying my best. While, plz note that, it doesn’t have perfectly ppl in the world. If u found, tell where he/she is. Honestly say, I feel a lot of insecure now, but it is not mean I wouldn’t fall in love with other, because now is not the right time for me to meet my Mr. Right. Now I’m not waiting and even not ready yet but I’m preparing. Coz I hope I might meet my Mr. Right at my most beautiful moment…hahaha…which mean I’m in ugly condition now, the ugly is not represent my appearance but is internal…I’m preparing right now…Mr. Right, Mr. Right, plz give me some more time…trying my best♥(｡◕‿◕｡)♥

omg....cow vs dolphin??? does tis possible??

知足。。知足!!

突然还满意现在的自己。。哈...知足嘛。。 人人常笑我矮，但我觉得矮点并没有什么不妥。。反而矮有很多好处，好比说，矮的人衣服的布料能少点，洗衣时较轻松也省衣橱的空间。 人人常笑我肥，有点肉肉的，其实也还好吧。就算是真的，肉肉的比较好抱不是吗？而且跌到时也没那么痛。 人人说我脸大，这个嘛。。是我妈妈的特点啊。我长得像妈妈不好吗？一看就知道是她的女儿。哈哈～♥(>___<)♥

=宁愿=

我宁愿我的人生能起起伏伏。宁愿不平坦。宁愿有点点的坎坷出现。。更宁愿有失败，有错误。因为那些我所谓的“宁愿”，我才能成长不是吗？让我看清自己。让我学会勇敢。让我变得坚强点。让我有机会对原本天真不懂事的我说声byebye。让我能够明白事理多一些。如果那些宁愿不发生，我想没机会了解我自己到底是有多糟糕的坏女生。哈哈。。人在低落时就是彻底看清自己弱点和缺点的最最最佳时期。所以，当我领悟这点时，我真的希望那些“宁愿的事”能时不时来探望我^^v…我不讨厌它，不会想逃避它，反而谢谢它都来不及了。毕竟每个人的人生都是注定会遇到挫折的。相信它们都是好意的吧。。只不过是想磨练，考验，和彩绘我人生的让我的生活过得不那么乏味。应该是这样的吧，我想。。我也忘了，我是在2010年的那一天那一刻爱上了它。但不管是几时开始的，我已明白人生本来就是这样子，不是像我们想像中的那么顺利的。不顺利也未必会完全对自己不利。只要换个角度想想，坏的也可以变好的。。。最后，我爱“你们”！！>____<