"MiNd"

It’s my turn to shine. Dear, I wil look forward n woun’t cling to the past. Past is past. That is nothing can do ady. Just let it b my memories. the only pity thing is I’m not mature enough at all the time in the past. Now, I got the mentality ady, guys are not everything. I am my priority. I wil take the lesson n build a new life out of the failure. Attention: I’m not what I was. It was not who I am now. be more rational, tough, optimism, to have gratitude for sorrowful, miserable + ppl who make me suffer, n dump my bad temper to a very very far place until he may not able to find me where m i…>__< that’s all what I want to be. Stop cried n whined like a baby for whatever bad things in my life n try to smile on it. If I really wanna to cry I wouldn’t let someone to see my ugly crying face, I wil hide in the corner which is nobody there. As I hate the one I was in the past, but I love her also. Because of her, I may know how worse am I, how stupid am I, what I should do and what shouldn’t I do. Because of her, I realize a lot of truth in the life that is totally different with my thinking and now, is the time for me to say bye bye with her. I woun’t forget all the things that she did, keep it in my mind as I wil always remind myself don’t make the same fault with her. Meanwhile, I had fall in love to her stupid n worse. mayb I’m stil not as strong n as good as u guys expect. But I really am trying my best. While, plz note that, it doesn’t have perfectly ppl in the world. If u found, tell where he/she is. Honestly say, I feel a lot of insecure now, but it is not mean I wouldn’t fall in love with other, because now is not the right time for me to meet my Mr. Right. Now I’m not waiting and even not ready yet but I’m preparing. Coz I hope I might meet my Mr. Right at my most beautiful moment…hahaha…which mean I’m in ugly condition now, the ugly is not represent my appearance but is internal…I’m preparing right now…Mr. Right, Mr. Right, plz give me some more time…trying my best♥(｡◕‿◕｡)♥